I'm up early because Dax and I are going to a place to ask for money to help with bills. I don't know the criteria but I certainly need help. I'll have to ask dad for more money than just the $200 if we don't get help. As it is I have $100 (if dad doesn't help) for food for 2 weeks. I'm so down. I don't know how to pick myself back up.
I suggested that Dax and I go to IL to live with dad for a while. That way I can get a job and save some money. I don't want to live with his mom. Doesn't he get that. I'm tired of that option. I know IL is far away but come on...what other choice do I have? especially if he gets a job in New Orleans. He's so ridiculous. he doesn't get that there are no options and getting mad at me doesn't help. wow...listen to me. I get mad at him all the time for stupid stuff. He pulled that bullshit about how "it would be so much easier doing this alone" Well NO FUCKING SHIT. I said fine. if that's how you feel, Dax and I will go to IL and you can do it by yourself. When it was given back to him he didn't quite like the idea. it would be easier without us. what an asshole.
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