wow was i depressed...

i was super depressed when I started this post. money is still tight and we are still behind but kai's job is going really good. He's doing good and he's making money and it looks like it'll continue through the summer. he's no longer just an second assistant but a key assistant. of course he's working in New Orleans and i'm in GA. that sucks but i'm getting use to being alone. I use to wish i was alone. but i'd like friends. I'd like to really have a great girlfriend to hang out with and get a little crazy. all my friends are a million miles away.

Not good at blogs....

It's been more than 6 months since I last wrote. I just not good at following through on anything. at least blog wise. i don't have much to say and I don't think anyone really cares. usually when I'm upset or depressed i want to write it down.