Thursday, January 5, 2017

I quit after 3 days

Yep.  Quit.  I couldn't do it anymore.  The emotional roller coaster was too much.  Not having the house in order, fighting with kai and then going back to work.  Nope.  No thank you.  Not gonna do it.  I don't know if anything has changed.  At the time I really wanted to do it again.  Now I have no desire. 

Monday, January 2, 2017

Day two of hellth

Day two is harder.  Of course we got the children.  That made things worse.  Plus it hasn't stopped raining.  I'm so hungry.  Nothing good feels happening.   I have no hope.  I'm just not happy.

Sunday, January 1, 2017

Cleanse, yoga and life

Today I start a cleanse that Christopher asked me to do with him.   We are only eating raw foods in blended form.  I was starving but really right now I just have a headache. 

I also started revolution: 31 days of yoga with Adrienne.  I did day one.  I'm happy I did the yoga, I was going to skip it but I didn't.  I got off my ass and did the practice.  It was super short and easy.  I needed it to be both!

I'm feeling bloated and sore.  My tongue hurts.  I'm emotional as all hell.  And my head.  Holy shit.  

I hope tomorrow is better. 

I'm going to focus on doing these practices.   Doing this cleanse.  Being open to healing and health.