Staring into the eyes of the Great White Beast...

ok..that's a little dramatic but i've seen this movie (ice age: dawn of the dinosaur) several million times. I know this movie. at least it's more entertaining than some of the movies out there. especially land before time.

well...the house is semi ready for sherry's arrival. I cleaned most of it but it's still a bit cluttered...but then again...my life has always been cluttered...not matter how much I get rid of and believe me...I get rid of things. constantly even...but it seems we just have too much stuff to start with..

i meditated again last night. 5 minutes. it wasn't as good as the night before. i think i was just so tired i could barely concentrate. but i did meditate. i guess i'm feeling better. my stomach doesn't hurt as much anymore. and i'm eating more...but now i'm just eating. which isn't the best thing. i'm trying to eat smaller portions. I'm no longer breast feeding so i'd like to start taking diet pills. appetite suppressants...that sort of thing.